eyesfullofglass:

20th Aug 2018

Because even if it’s ok now, even if nothing is wrong at this exact moment I know it will be. Soon enough something will happen or someone will hurt me and I’ll spiral back down into myself and drown in my demons once more. So why should I bother trying? Why should I even try to get better if in the end I know I will never be happy? Isn’t it just better if I end it all now before someone else gets hurt? Isn’t it better if I end it before I get hurt again?

(via justapeiceofshit)